how i lost my virginity, pt. 7

[part six]

in the midst of all of this, i was still trying to come up with a plan to ditch my virginity. when it had been revealed to me that our friend gregg, a boy we met at 924 gilman, was lusting after me, my new plan began to form. apparently he thought i was hot, and always had. i kind of had a thing for him because of his resemblance to gerard way from my chemical romance. he had the same messy black hair, and similar face structure. we started to converse over myspace about it, and we determined that at the next party that erica threw, we would get down to business.

for some reason, erica thought that it would be a good idea to tell the big mouth about this plan, so the next time i saw robin, she gave me an earful on how i shouldn't do it. she wouldn't say why, she just said that it was a bad idea. this is coming from the girl who lost her virginity to an e-pal named satan backwards. she's the quintessential hypocrite. i'm pretty sure that her true motive was that she had a little crush on gregg, and didn't want to lose him to the virgin. i thought that was just so selfish and hypocritical of her.

unfortunately, gregg wasn't able to come to any more of erica's parties that summer. too bad, he could have saved me some anguish.

the fourth of my admirers, aaron, didn't actively pursue me. in fact, i didn't even learn that he fancied me until after we had moved to southern california. over this summer, erica had practically fallen in love with him, and he was very well aware of that. he probably kept his mouth shut about it because a) he already had plenty to deal with and b) he didn't want to hurt her. it's a god thing i didn't know either, because i really didn't need any more complications.

[part eight]